19 May.--I am surely in the toils. Last night the Count asked me in the sauvest tones to write three letters, one saying that my work here was nearly done, and that I should start for home within a few days, another that I was starting on the next morning from the time of the letter, and the third that I had left the castle and arrived at Bistritz. I would fain have rebelled, but felt that in the present state of things it would be madness to quarrel openly with the Count whilst I am so absolutely in his power. And to refuse would be to excite his suspicion and to arouse his anger. He knows that I know too much, and that I must not live, lest I be dangerous to him. My only chance is to prolong my opportunities. Something may occur which will give ma a chance to escape. I saw in his eyes something of that gathering wrath which was manifest when he hurled that fair woman from him. He explained to me that posts were few and uncertain, and that my writing now would ensure ease of mind to my friends. And he assured me with so much impressiveness that he would countermand the later letters, which would be held over at Bistritz until due time in case chance would admit of my prolonging my stay, that to oppose him would have been to create new suspicion. I therefore pretended to fall in with his views, and asked him what dates I should put on the letters.
He calculated a minute, and then said, "The first should be June 12, the second June 19,and the third June 29."
I know now the span of my life. God help me!
“I know now the span of my life.”
Other people might have drawn the conclusion that the Count would get rid of Jonathan as soon as he had these alibi letters in hand. However, Jonathan’s assumption turned out to more correct, so I suppose I ought not to quibble.
Why demand the letters at this point in time, or at all? Jonathan had just had a close call with the three women; if the Count had not arrived in time to rescue him, then that may have derailed his plans. Also, the Count may have been concerned that in future, Jonathan would be unwilling or unable to write letters upon request. Since Jonathan was later incapacitated by brain fever, perhaps there was already cause for concern on that front.
Posted by: Most Significant | May 19, 2022 at 03:07 AM